i feel bad every time i use the women's washroom. ive been using it for about a year now, and i know i don't pass, yet i continue to use it because i just don't feel safe using the men's washroom either. why cant i force myself to use the men's again? objectively speaking i know i look more like a man than i do a girl, so it shouldn't be that difficult? its like i have this mental roadblock that is prohibiting me from using the mens washroom despite knowing that im probably making other women uncomfortable. is it because im objectively stealth? ive never hinted or said to anyone at my current job that im tranny, and no ones ever questioned or misgendered me, but they have to know right? im too clocky for them to not know. idk what to do anymore. i should really be using the men's washroom but i fear that forcing myself to do it now would actually out me more than anything. i think ill just do it whenever im not at work and hope i don't get assaulted or groped. although, i kinda deserve to have that happen to me if it ever does. im a disgusting troon after all :/