>be me
>16 yrs old boyfailure
>get into a relationship with a 24 yrs old alcoholic and druggie girl
>she has nice taste in music and media, coolest girl I've ever seen, hard die marxist, incredible sex
>she introduces me to opioid abuse and OTC drug culture
>we bond by getting high while watching movies or playing video games
>we both love making art and social activism
>every second with her is heaven
>eventually tell her I have gender dysphoria because I feel like she deserves to know
>"thats ok anon, but if you ever transition we are done, because I dont like women"
>reppress for two whole years
>she eventually cheats on me with her 29 years old brother in law
>i forgive her
>then she cheats on me again, this time with her ex bf only two months after the first instance
>forgive her, because i love her a lot
>she starts doing cocaine
>cheats on me again with her dealer, for drugs
>i finally break up with her
>mfw when I realize she gave me a fucking cuck fetish out of trauma
>mfw when I wasted almost three years of my life repressing for a lost cause
>ffw one year
>shes now non-binary and going by Alex
>shes now fucking women too
>MY FUCKING FACE WHEN
Anyways I trooned out at the age of 20. I miss her, tho.